I have done nothing on this fucking essay for 3 hours my brain is toast and I don’t want to do this any more but I literally cannot fail this unit or I’ll be kicked out of uni, but I cannot actually bring myself to care that I am not doing this work.
it’s a week overdue. I have reached a state of total apathy about uni and it scares the hell out of me I thrive off that last second blind panic that’s where I do my best work.
I love learning I love the idea of having something to show for that learning but I loathe above all things in this world academic essay writing, specifically gathering and using sources, you just taught me all this crap literally gave me a bunch of stuff to read now you want 1000+ words on shit you’ve read a million times just to prove that I know it.
fuck give me a quiz, give me and exam full of short answer questions, hell even an essay under exam conditions I’ll ace that shit. I mean I will panic at the time but an hour or two and its over.
but you give me and essay I have to gather sources for and I will procrastinate, I will cry, have a panic attack or two, I will have an existential crisis and seriously consider dropping out of uni.
I really really hate essays.
ugh I don’t even know what I am saying, I should go to bed but I am too anxious to sleep.
HAHAHA YES I KNEW IT! THE TOSS WAS REAL AND NOT CG! It explains why everyone looks so freakin excited when he catches it, lol. [link]
god this scene, and knowing the actors reaction is genuine because of it is so freaking precious.